October 21st, the only bright spot of the month. Jonah's 11th birthday. My beautiful grandboy is growing up so fast. Happy birthday Jonah Bob!!!
October 24th will be the 11th anniversary of my Ralphie Pooh's death. I'm trying very hard to handle his death in a Godly way. I received a prophecy a few months back that I needed to move on. So move on is what I have tried to do. I hope in God's eyes, I have done what he expected me to do. I feel better and more at peace with his death. Do I miss him? Do I still love him as much as I did when we were together? You bet!!! But I don't seem to dwell on him and his passing as much as I did. I could have honestly said that there was never a day go by that I didn't think of him. I can't say that now. I still think of him often but I'm not consumed with it. I feel strength. I feel encouragement. I think that is what he would have wanted me to do. And I know this is what God expects me to do! Maybe God will allow me to work and worship beside him again. :O)
